Fighting thru the Storm

Today I have awful bad headaches and doesn't go away.  I been feeling so tired and weak and just want to sleep more.  I am having vertigo attack today and I feel so crappy after it passed.  I feel like I want to fight this disease but the same time I want to give up.  There is hope for me and some day I will be heal by faith.  I know the Lord is with me and sometime I don't feel like He is.  I longed to be with Him and be under His wing. Where are you, Lord? Have you forsaken me?? That my questions I sometime ask.  I know He never forsaken me in my heart.