As the World Turns

Waking up in pain of headaches and dizziness.  Feeling so tired and just want the spinning world to go away.  I feel so alone where no one can understand what I am going thru.  Even I still have Facebook VEDA group support, I feel I can connect everyone who been thru it all.  With family and friends I am not sure if they can understand it.  I hate when people say well she need to do this and that and it might help.  Some of the methods won't work for me and it cause me so sick with all the simulations and motion sickness.  I had to lay down and shut my eyes so the world can stop spinning.  I wish I can be 100% better but I am not, it like being Alice in Wonderland falling down the hole that go down forever until you hit the bottom and unable to get back up to real world again until you go thru all the mazes.