Well Spring has come!! Allergies season is here as well. Having MD is also trigger dizziness and vertigo attacks. Which I am having it now and it awful flare ups and it hard to deal with it.
I had to go back to do VRT again to do balancing exercise because I have been falling alot at home. My therapist said I need to go back to use the walker again around the house so I can stop myself from falling. Which it is sucks. At least it all about safety. I had great falls where I could have broken hips and all.
I have now going back to my counseling session since I am now back on insurance and glad that I have someone to talk to and try to deal with all the issues I am now facing ahead and try to take one day at a time. I have been really tired lately and have no energy so my dr prescribe me medication at low doses and then later increase the doses for the moods and energy.
Sometimes I do feel all alone and no one do understand me what I am going thru. Sometimes I feel like I am stuck in the darkness and there is no light in the tunnel for me to come out toward the light. It so frustrated and some of those days I feel so crazy.
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Friday, April 2, 2010
Been awhile
After having my 2nd round of inner ear injection, it been going okay but been feeling more dizzy and alot of headaches, but less vertigo attacks. Hope this time works so far. Been having alot of depression moods lately and very cranky. Just feel like I just want to be left alone so I can get this headaches go away.
I have been working on my dog to be train as a service dog for the last couple months. Green Bay has been doing really well and working on some corrections. Today I am really upset with my husband and mother in law that they were both scolding me that I don't need service dog since I am not blind. They don't understand what a great benefits for me having service dog as a hearing and PSD and as well balancing. My mother in law said you have a husband and you don't need a service dog and that I am being a childish. That's makes me really pissed me off and I just shut my mouth and didn't want to cause an arguments. My husband said it makes him feel embarrassing having a service dog but if I was blind he won't be embarrass. I am totally deaf and having psychiatric disorders.
I love them both but they need to understand that Green Bay helped me alot but they unable to see that.
I have been working on my dog to be train as a service dog for the last couple months. Green Bay has been doing really well and working on some corrections. Today I am really upset with my husband and mother in law that they were both scolding me that I don't need service dog since I am not blind. They don't understand what a great benefits for me having service dog as a hearing and PSD and as well balancing. My mother in law said you have a husband and you don't need a service dog and that I am being a childish. That's makes me really pissed me off and I just shut my mouth and didn't want to cause an arguments. My husband said it makes him feel embarrassing having a service dog but if I was blind he won't be embarrass. I am totally deaf and having psychiatric disorders.
I love them both but they need to understand that Green Bay helped me alot but they unable to see that.
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