Friday, November 26, 2010

Thanksgiving

Thanksgiving was the hardest time for me.  I've been feeling really out of balance, dizzy, headaches but same time I did the cooking for our feast.  It's hard to get thru it but I made it.  I tried the best I could and my husband thanked me for making a wonderful meal and even thou he was sleeping most the day due to working night shifts.  I really missed my family and everyone is either live out of town, out of state, or don't want to have any contact.  Same time I totally feel like no one wants me around because of this disease that caused me have no social life and that I have anxiety issues. 

But the most important thing is that I have wonderful online support group friends who really does understand this disease and we give each other some encouragements to get thru each day.  I also have another blog and it will be mostly same journal.  I am hoping that someone out there who have this disease and able to have hope and to have a cure of this someday as it being research.

I am working on trying to be on low sodium diet and hope this might help lessen my attacks.  I am trying few things and hope this will work for me.  So far for this Thanksgiving meal, I did watch my sodium intake but same time the weather does affect this disease.  It's sucks but just have to live with it.   I hope you all have a great Thanksgiving!

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