Just turn 30 last week on July 28th. Had good one with my husband and just celebrated between us even though our money is tight and plus I tried to have those "good" day for that day. I told my husband that I am not worry about any other things just DQ ice cream cake and card is good enough and I am happy. Love is all that matters surround me and being there for me through this tough times I am going thru. Also our 3 years anniversary on July 7th and on the 4th of the July we spend a night at hotel for free that I won the raffle so we took advantage to have that time together on our anniversary.
I have been going thru alot of episodes of attacks lately since with all those weather always changes and it really takes tolls on me day by day and don't know what to plan for the next day when those attacks happens. Been having those follow ups with all the doctors past month and ENT believes that my left ear is starting to affecting as Meniere's and if it continue have more problems that ear then we will try the shot again for that left ear.
I am still seeing my therapist and been working on some of the issues and my feelings and thoughts of everything I am going thru. Some of those bad days I feel like I just want to end my world and no one will notice that I am not there. It's very frustrated to have my husband to "get it" what I am going thru these attacks and my struggles living with Meniere's. He thinks that I am getting obsession about going Meniere's online support group. My therapist said I am not and it a good thing that I am involve that group and able to make friends who is going thru all this. My therapist is going to give him "lecture" of having him to "get it" when he comes to my session. LOL
Green Bay has been doing wonderfully during his service dog training and we had some mishap and corrected the behaviors. Service dog is not always perfect but it a long term training and they remember the corrections. He is so perfect for me and able to help me with my disabilities.
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